tired Monday

Starea mea de azi ;)

My mood today ;)

In ultimul timp nu ma odihnesc bine....adorm foarte tirziu , spre dimineata si ma trezesc obosita....gindurile umbla aiurea, obosite si ele....si obositoare totodata.
Am descoperit - cu mare bucurie - ca , atunci cind ma joc aiurea cu pensula pe pinze,...nu gindesc ! pe cuvint. Sunt libera si usoara si nu gindesc....e o stare de gol si de lumina totodata....si ma simt atit de bine :). Culoare dupa culoare si descopar cit de repede s-a "umplut" pinza....:)
Azi am pornit intentionat la mizgalit pinze doar asa pentru a ma elibera de ginduri....folosesc bucati "urite" din alte experimente - vopsirea naturala, sau esecuri din primele incercari de stampilare....
Le intzep -pinzele - , pe toata marginea,  cu ace de gamalie pe o foaie mare de polistiren imbracata in nylon si ...lumea e a mea ! :)

Lately I didn't get a proper sleep...I fell asleep very late - in the morning- and I wake up tired...my thoughts are disordered, tired...and tiring , too.
I happily discovered that in those moments when I doodle with paints on fabric I don't think! honestly.
I'm free and lightweight and I'm not thinking at anything....an emtpy feeling, a lightened empty feeling...and I feel so good :) Colour after colour and soon discover that the fabric is "full"...
Today I started intentionate to doodle on some fabric just for releasing my thoughts...I use "ugly" pieces of fabric , previously used in other experiments like natural dyeing or stamping and decided as failures.
I pin them on a polystyrene sheet covered in nylon and....I own the world ! :)

dupa ce se usuca, le calc  si le...admir (ha-ha )...   nu conteaza CE iese atita timp cit ma simt BINE.... si aceste doua bucati vor deveni in scurt timp carti postale textile. Mixed-media :).

After drying, I iron them and....admire .LOL.Doesn't matter WHAT results as long as I'm feeling GOOD....these two pieces will become shortly fabric postal cards. Mixed-media. :)

Pentru ca Beverley - prietena mea englezoaica - urmeaza sa plece din Romania , si mai ales pentru ca ii place mov-ul  ;), azi i-am pregatit un mic cadou de ramas-bun....O pernita - o stea paper-pieced dupa metoda Carol Doak - si o fotografie de la ultima noastra intilnire de lucru...moment cind i-am facut  brosa mov care se vede in imagine ;). Am pus fotografia intr-o rama cu doar putin decoupage - flori de lavanda.... Mda, iarasi mov :))

Because Beverley - my english friend - is leaving Romania, and also because she like purple, today I prepared her a small farewell gift. A paper-pieced star ( Carol Doak method ) pillow and a picture of her from our last working-meeting...time when I made her that purple brooch that you see in the picture. I made a painted frame with just a little decoupage - some lavender flowers....Yep, purple again :))

Are sa-mi lipseasca....dar cine stie cind , mai incolo in viata, drumurile noastre se vor intersecta din nou....

I'll miss her....who knows when later in life, our roads will intersect again ......